Wednesday, October 26, 2011

The Beginning of The Loss

I have been dealing with my weight problem my entire life. I remember as a child, i was not able to enjoy summer activities because I felt uncomfortable with my shirt off. i have always loved swimming, but feel the need to cover up and therefore have missed out on many activities over the years.

I have a 3 year old son, Matthew. he means the world to me. This past summer , we attended fairs and carnivals and i was too fat to ride on some of the rides with him. This killed me a little inside. I have nightmares about it.

I dream of being able to run. Sounds crazy, huh? Well, my knees ache when I try. My heart wants to, but my body stops me.

I am done. I am losing 100 pounds and keeping it off. This is my journey....